| I never fixed my broken jaw |
[20 Aug 2004|09:37am] |
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Rigged and Ready |
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I start school on Monday and I'm spazing.
I know I'm going to spend Sunday night crying cause of my anxiety.
Great.
I just gotta get through Monday, my one class alone, and I'll be ok.
I had being such a freak.
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[02 Jul 2004|07:40am] |
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I have a stomach ache 24/7 Thats not normal
I dont feel well at all anymore...
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| whos gonna try and catch me... |
[07 Jun 2004|07:02pm] |
she used to just stand there and stare roll her eyes right up to heaven and make like i just wasn't there she used to fall down a lot the girl was always falling again and again i used to sometimes try to catch her
but never even caught her name
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[01 Jun 2004|02:44pm] |
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I miss this journal :(
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[09 May 2004|05:46pm] |
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Happy Mother's Day!
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[28 Mar 2004|01:03am] |
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Happy Birthdays March.
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[29 Feb 2004|12:52pm] |
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JUST 4 MORE DAYS
that is all.
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| you're so guilty it's fucking discusting |
[27 Feb 2004|02:44am] |
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Pulp=My own version of BAD COVER VERSION |
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The word's on the street: you've found someone new. If she looks nothing like me I'm so happy for you. I heard an old girlfriend has turned to the church - he's trying to replace me, but it'll never work.
'Cos every touch reminds you of just how sweet it could have been & every time she kisses you it leaves behind the bitter taste of saccharine.
A bad cover version of love is not the real thing. Bikini-clad girl on the front who invited you in. Such great disappointment when you got her home - the original was so good; the one you no longer own.
It's not easy to forget me, it's so hard to disconnect, when it's electronically reprocessed to give a more life-like effect.
Just don't worry sweetie, cause I already know.
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[25 Feb 2004|05:06pm] |
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Modern Romance= The Yeah yeah yeahs |
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I'm so vain I probably think the song is about me...
( Pictures of myself...again )
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[25 Feb 2004|01:29am] |
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"Life has tought me that beauty can have it's tragic side. It promotes insincerity, and it breeds enemies. A really beautiful woman, like a rich man, can be the loneliest person in the world. She is lucky if she knows her friends."
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| Wait for me to move out west it's okay if you dont... |
[23 Feb 2004|11:29pm] |
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Playing Favorites=Starting line |
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I hope you know you're my favorite thing about the west coast
9 days til I leave!
I want to leave today. Maria's trying to convince me to stay til the 23rd cause she wants me down there for my birthday. It's real nice to feel wanted. Oh, it's also nice to have a friend who remembers my birthday.
Oh yeah,
I went shopping online :)

and I now will have these on my feet in 4-7 days! They FINALLY released em after 3 months...

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| Don't use my broken heart... |
[11 Feb 2004|11:46pm] |
Don't use my broken heart, to pick up other girls You know as well as I do Should I remind you Yours is broken too So smile through your days And believe in what the papers say You know as well as I do Should I remind you Nothing is sad as a man with bells on his shoes
Don't look back Don't look down Stay real still I'm not around
Don't use the records I've played you To seduce and reduce what remains You know as well as I do They only will remind That you'll never have this heart again
Don't look back Don't look down Stay real still I'm not around
Halloween... It was you that kissed me Its where it begun and all ended for me
I loved you before you were king I was just a child and I was running wild But I only ran wild for you
So don't look back Don't look down Stay real still I'm not around
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